Ex-Jehovah's Witness Meetup Groups
It makes sense that the people who would understand your predicament the most are those in a similar situation. Plus, seeing other people who are in various stages of integration with the rest of society can help you to better learn how to make friends and meet others (who are not JW's and never have been, but are nevertheless normal and good people )
It is important to forge friendships in your difficult time. You need some support. I also think that meeting other former JW's would give you the opportunity to, on some issues, be a help to them and offer advice -which would probably make you feel good too!
By the way, congratulations on the 25th birthday. I'd say 'happy birthday', but you didn't seem too happy. I know you're in a tough spot in your life. I can't really relate, but there are others who can out there. Get some support. My sister did not. She did not even make it to 25. So I urge you to go forth and meet others, find support wherever you can.
Good luck to you, Sabastious. May you find peace and happiness.