I do understand - I get ridiculously happy from very simple things - I get enchanted by the structure of a house, a cup of coffee, a necklace, lying out on the grass, wind. I guess my repulsion comes from needing things to be expressed in a completely different way - artistic and verbal expression - I am very particular about that, it's not that I am unique, but I like completely unique expressions. I feel that people say constantly the same things in the same way (by using hearts for example) instead of using words and images people don't commonly use to express a 'common feeling'. There are so many variations to everything that when people get very specific, it's really innovative and raw. Sometimes I wish I wasn't so critical of everything, sometimes I think maybe I should be more bubbly. I could sometimes just learn to smile when someone say something dumb instead of feeling like Hahaha. Repeat, I do not see myself as unique or want to be, I just like new-er things, I like to be surprised and challenged by what people say and what people draw. Did that make sense? Was that even on topic? Anyway.Despite the battle, therein also lies solace and peace in simple things (i.e., love, sunshine,...). This may sound cheesy now, but someday you'll understand.
(I'm attracted to dark things; I DO understand what you all are saying. I try to resist the temptation though because no good usually comes from it.)