This is a subject that confuses me to no end. I've been thinking about it a lot lately, unfortunately.
I really believe that there is one person for me (or none at all, if I'm not meant to get married). Heh, but it's not like I've ever had to turn anyone down either.
I go to a Christian school, so there's this "ring by spring" joke, because tons of people suddenly get engaged before they graduate. It's like you can't leave college without a fiance/fiancee. And it just boggles my mind how people my age are getting married, and I've never had anything. You can't help but wonder if there's something wrong with you.
Sometimes I feel like I'm being held back from "the one" because there's some terrible flaw in me that I have to fix first, and I can't, for the life of me, figure out what it is.
Some days I'm okay, really, but other days the loneliness is so bad I physically feel like my chest is caving in.