honestly i feel like 70/30 or 80/20 (Fe Fi). i hate holiday celebrations and i can't imagine ever being all diamond ring and cliched social forms of expression. yet i've watched too many classic hollywood flicks and sadly can all-too-easily stomach romantic comedies. in Fe manner i HAVE to get things off my chest pretty quickly, i can't just absorb and concentrate and clarify my feelings immediately, i just have to spit them out like too-hot coffee.
i do have ideas of a Perfect Story in pretty much all areas and avenues of my life, which i've always just attributed to the insidiousness of american advertising purporting imaginary lifestyles and propagating games of conspicuous consumption and socially determined good taste (elitism). fashionable is probably a little bit too important to me. it is certainly concerned with relating to others and expressing yourself and your position in the social millieu gently but firmly. making a claim about yourself and your position/possibility.
Fi has to get its values and its romantic inclinations and ideated Ideals from somewhere, too, right?
so, 100% one way? are they supposed to be totally separate functions/processes? is this (Fe) the only process along with my inferior Se that connects me to the world, in which i merge with the world? what happens after dom aux ter and inf? or all these blends and continuums (each function i and e)? and is inferior (4th) worse than 5, 6, 7, and 8?