But on a deeper level, I'd say sharing deep intimacy with another human being, no lies, nothing held back, where we're 100% open, honest, and real with eachother. Just us, in our own world, lost but together, forever.
Is it that by its indefiniteness it shadows forth the heartless voids and immensities of the universe, and thus stabs us from behind with the thought of annihilation, when beholding the white depths of the milky way?
More realistically, being able to design my life so that I am comfortable in my own skin.
"No ray of sunshine is ever lost, but the green which it awakes into existence needs time to sprout, and it is not always granted to the sower to see the harvest. All work that is worth anything is done in faith." - Albert Schweitzer