I can't believe it - you understand the Freeze Up. Wow. I try to explain it, but I never articulate it well enough. I told my sister that I CAN'T make something not hurt or option to not care. Everything affects me. It goes into me like a bullet and clearly you can't unshoot yourself. It takes x-amount of time to walk it off and purge myself of it too which is frustrating. I find I resent people sometimes because if they're toxic or careless, I'll be paying for it later, not them.I just can't disassociate myself from what they say quick enough.