Ok. I want to know your opinion.It is a little bit oddly, but I am big Harry Potter fan and I am always trying sorting myself into one of Hogwarts houses.Do you know Harry Potter? I am hoping that yes.So, I always feel that I am combination of Hufflepuff/ hard work, patient,loyal, fair/ and Ravenclaw/ smart, wit,creative, witty,artsy/.And when I am thinking about something, my decision and thoughts seems very hufflepufffish...But when I think awhile, I usually come with perfect ravenclawish decision and solution.First thought- Hufflepuff, second thought- Ravenclaw. For other people/especially unknow people/ I seems very fearfull, insecure, humble and maybe clueless but deep in my soul,around my friends and family and on inside I am witty, creative and smart.Most time I am calm and cautious but I have my angry or smart or witty moments.And people who know me personally often told me that I am smart.But I have more important as HP things to say.
I hate at most when strange people think that I am stupid only because I am nice to them,caring,sensitive and cautious.Very few people understand me.Usually it takes a while before other people realise that I am smart and talented and even thought most of them depreciate me and doubt my opinions as inept, unrealistic and they think that I am lazy, weak etc. Especially my classmates and some teachers in my high school thought that I am not very talented, pick on me and victimize me,althought I have had only As and very few Bs grade.. It was a hard time to me.One classmate told me that everybody think that I am "shit". Most of my exclassmates think it also by now and picks on me with oddly emails and SMS and so.They misvalue me and thats make me angry. So I plot a revenge and I hope that it works.
On the other hand, when some people realise that I am smart and acknowledge it ,it strike as a big suprise to them and it make me angry,too. Sometimes I think in which world we live...Being not very smart means that people have right abase us?I am not speaking about myself, but not everybody on this planet is smart.It is injust.Brainpower it is important but being a nice friend is important as well. For example, bulldust irritate me and makes me nervous but I am never afford to abase other people.
So a very long thread...but I am feel it in this way...and you?