Ok so I'll be level with you.
I...have been angry for a long time with my mum.
But for something I keep thinking I shouldn't be angry about. Basically when I was 15 I had a major asthma attack and nearly died. My mum basically saved my life by CPR.
But I've always felt that I should have died that day and the selfish waste that I am these days reinforces that idea. She took death away from me, when it was clearly time for me to go.
Yet....I know that it is wrong....how horrible to be angry that someone kept you alive...right? The fuck is wrong with me?