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    Man, how'd I forget this the last time? I'm an atheist, but my parents (and plenty of old acquaintances) still think I'm a fundie, conservative Christian.

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    There are things people hide, and then there are things that people really hide.

    I hide my taste in music with an almost pathological sense of anxiety.
    I've hidden my taste in shows and movies so well that even I am no longer in touch with it.

    I hide feeling pain, especially if it's caused by another person. I'm most likely to hide feeling rejected, abandoned, forgotten, disrespected, etc. The things that make you feel trivial and expendable.

    I hide my need to be loved. I even more strongly hide my desire to have sex.
    I hide the full degree to which I am self-deprecating. This includes hiding the reason that I hide my desire for love and sex. My reason is that I feel so worthless that I don't believe I can even justly entertain the idea of having a relationship with someone. I hide this because I think it's so pathetic that people would be disgusted with me.

    It's a real problem when you hide things on top of hidden things.
    But as you can see, I'm open enough about this information to say it all here, even if I did feel a little awkward about that last part.


    There is only one thing (I might let someone say two things) that I really hide....
    ...And there's no reason for me to reveal it here.
    Go to sleep, iguana.


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    Don't worry, Magic Poriferan, you're not alone. I only wish I had been brave, honest, and insightful enough to say those things myself.

    It's a bit of a pickle. I don't think I'm worth loving, yet I need to be loved.

    Then there's malnourished people in the world and I feel like a twat for being so selfish.
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    -How beautiful, this pale Endymion hour.
    -What are you talking about?
    -Endymion, my dear. A beautiful youth possessed by the moon.
    -Well, forget about him and get to bed.
    -Yes, my dear.

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    I'm totally in the closet about my Abba playlist which is on my IPOD. When I'm alone at home I blast it and it helps motivate me to clean the house.

    On a more serious note, I've only recently realized that I have extremely low self-esteem which I do a very good job of hiding. It wasn't until I started soul-searching during the last year that I realized that what I was doing/thinking wasn't really "normal." I also hide my on/off high level of anxiety. I recently met a 'life coach' (which I really scoffed at initially) who suggested that I start journaling my life, failures and successes (scoffed at that also) but since I can't afford therapy (and probably wouldn't go anyways) at the moment I decided 'why not?' so that's what I'm working on right now. At this time, it's made things worse but I'm hoping that it will be cathartic over time.

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    That I like girls too. Like like them.

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    Quote Originally Posted by IF3157 View Post
    That I like girls too. Like like them.
    In order for my to believe you, I'm going to need some details.
    "The only time I'm wrong is when I'm questioning myself."
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    Quote Originally Posted by Haight View Post
    In order for my to believe you, I'm going to need some details.
    Such as?

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    ^He pronks, too! Magic Poriferan's Avatar
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    For some reason, I'm really afraid to tell people what I would name my children.
    Go to sleep, iguana.


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    Quote Originally Posted by Magic Poriferan View Post
    For some reason, I'm really afraid to tell people what I would name my children.
    That's going to be a bit of an issue when you have children, isn't it?

    "Okay, if the teacher asks you what your name is, remember; just mumble."
    I'm not a procrastinator. I'm a long-term planner.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Martoon View Post
    That's going to be a bit of an issue when you have children, isn't it?

    "Okay, if the teacher asks you what your name is, remember; just mumble."

    No. In that case, they are the ones that are going to have to tell their names.
    Go to sleep, iguana.


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