I have fallen sick these days. It's getting worse and worse. As you can see, that's why my rep bar is all green... I have a strange illness. It's called "nice personality disorder". I'm starting to greet strangers in the street, give gifts to people, send thank you notes, watch romantic movies , listen to people talk about their problems , and cook for my friends. The other day I saw a puppy and I thought he was so cute!!! The state of the world is so bad, with so much coldness and lack of empathy. I've written a couple of poems about it. Can't people just love each other?
I realize these behaviors are dysfunctional of who I am, and I'm undergoing existentialist therapy to change them. My therapist is using cognitive behavioral techniques and I've found them to be very effective. For example, whenever I find myself empathizing with someone, I say to myself "No!". He's also been helping me to change my dysfunctional cognitive schemas. For example, he's helped me change my gift giving tendencies by making me realize how the return on investment was poor.
I hope you'll all support me in these tough times. I just wanted to say what great people you are. You're so special!