Although you lack your H in which in post #1571, I interpret it as honesty. Ya know, you may not have the inherent basic gift that intps have with poker, but I think you should try it out. You could potentially have a lot of fun with it. Phil Laak epitomes the successful entp player in poker. Stating you have no direction in life states your direction clearly.
I may be bested in battle, but I shall never be defeated.