Hope is the denial of reality. It is the carrot dangled before the draft horse to keep him plodding along in a vain attempt to reach it. We should remove the carrot and walk forward with our eyes open. -- Raistlin Majere
Unfortunately since real life sucks, I don't even know.....
I really resent the idea of a "career" and it being a thing that one must have! annnddd........I'd rather just ....live my life. All these rules, definitions, they don't really matter. It's not the proof of a well lived life.
Now, I ride the Eternal winds once more! And none shall ever be my master!