I have always been proud of my good immune system but this year we have all been sick about once a month. That is probably due to the little one bringing home all sorts of nasty infections from daycare.
But I involuntarily lose weight and have been generally feeling weak and exhausted since last winter. The doctor says there is no underlying medical issue. So I'll put it down to being a working mum of a toddler and hope things will eventually improve.
Persistance and a long breath and all that!
The good life is one inspired by love and guided by knowledge. Neither love without knowledge, nor knowledge without love can produce a good life. - Bertrand Russell A herring's blog Johari / Nohari
I hate everything right now. I spent all this time and money getting a degree I thought was useful from a good school, and it seems like it doesn't matter. Everyone told me that it would, though. Now, apparently, I need to get this other degree, and everyone tells me that this one will make a difference. Yeah, right.
If it's an ""echo chamber"" to not want to waste my time being around people who think I'm mentally fucked up for not being the same way they are, hate me, think i'm inherently worth less than them, and/or want me to die/go to hell then just kill me because that's the dumbest fucking thing i've ever heard lmao
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I deserve to surround myself with people who actually respect and care about me
mirror, mirror, what's behind you?
save me from the things i see
i can keep it from the world
why won't you let me hide from me?
The ultimate irony is two people using Siri to text each other over their phones.
I remember awhile back I was riding on the trail and went past two girls walking the other way. Both were texting. I was tempted to yell "You better not be texting each other because that would just be pathetic!" but managed to restrain myself.
"I took one those personality tests. It came back negative." - Dan Mintz
I Dont like living here anymore. Its too hot and there are too many fucking people. I can't remember the last time I was truly truly alone and its making me super stir crazy and anxious. I can't even go to a park or walk in any woods or anything anywhere, its like a zoo here. there is literally not one isolated section of land anywhere that I know of.. I need a boat or a long board/paddle board so I can at least be alone on the ocean. I miss multnomah county.