Thread: The Rant Thread
06-18-2016, 07:42 PM #6621
06-18-2016, 07:45 PM #6622
06-19-2016, 02:47 AM #6623
06-19-2016, 03:44 AM #6624In challenge lies opportunity.
06-19-2016, 04:59 PM #6625
- Join Date
- Jun 2015
- 9w8 sx/so
Rant, rant, rant...... ATT tech came today and spent 90 minutes. Tech locked at everything. Our lack of service is directly related to the terminal repair....and team hasn’t been back since Wednesday....I guess I need to call up customer service and complain again....Originally Posted by Archilochus
Jesus said "Blessed are the peacemakers" not "blessed are the conflict avoiders.....
9w8 6w5 4w5 sx/so
06-19-2016, 10:31 PM #6626
I think the worst thing in the world that anyone could do to me is use my wrong name/pronouns out of spite, like they're some sort of privilege that they can take away when I'm not behaving how they want me to behave. To hang my identity over my head and cause me extreme anxiety and dysphoria as a way to "get back" at me for annoying them somehow.
And the second worst thing... she's already doing it.
06-20-2016, 01:03 AM #6627Back when I was married, my wife once muttered, "The cat improves the interface" in her sleep. When I told her this after she woke up, she laughed hysterically.
Your convo reminded of this pic. The first time I saw it, I realized that my cat could be doing a LOT more around the house to 'earn' her keep
06-21-2016, 08:33 AM #6628
meh...what's the point?Enneagram: 6w7 (phobic) > 2w1 > 9w1
Alignment: Chaotic Neutral
Holland Code: AIS
Date of Birth: March 15, 1996
Political Stance: Libertarian Liberal (Arizona School/Strong BHL)
ATHEIST UNITARIAN UNIVERSALIST HUMANIST
I say this as a reminder to myself, but this goes for everyone:
You can achieve anything you set your mind to, and you are limited only by how dedicated you are to succeed!
06-21-2016, 12:23 PM #6629
This is gunna be a MAJOR epic rant.
About my drugs. And the past.
And the just major fuckup the fucking mess how fucking pissed off that I am.
So I mean, yeah- I posted in my blog but I need a big big big rant here so Imma do it. And then hopefully less will be hanging back inside of me.
So yeah. Um its apparently a SEVERE risk/interaction-(some sites say moderate, some say severe) to put those two drugs together.
Like, really really bad.
Oh and funny thing. Fucking hilarious thing- here are some of the symptoms.
Fucking panic attacks. I HAD PANIC ATTACK JUST ABOUT EVERY DAY.
It was the worst thing ever. Even getting out of bed could trigger one.
Even absolutely nothing could trigger one.
I just kept wishing for them to go away.
I always thought it was odd that Id get really really anxious. My heart would start pounding. My chest constricting. Just feeling that I was soo fucking terrified I needed to LEAVE... At about 2 or 3 pm every fucking day.
Triggered by absolutely nothing. I could be watching fucking spongebob and it would hit me. I could be taking a shower. I could be doing this or that AND I WOULD FEEL LIKE I WAS JUMPING OUT OF MY SKIN.
So no wonder I lost so much weight. I HAD TO MOVE OThERWISE I WOULD JUST IMPLODE.
The fucking fear. The fucking just... I was soo sad and terrified and I always told my psychiatrists all the symptoms I was having and all she would do was give me more medication and I mean... I feel like she should have known.
I mean, I feel like... I mean- I feel like I was in no state to... Fucking KNOW. To consent. To all of that. And I mean, I feel like... I dunno. Hopefully it was all a mistake... An accident.
But I trusted them. I really trusted them. I mean... I- it was one of the few lifelines I had. And the one that was supposed to be the best.
And instead I just got fears that people wanted to hurt me. Feelings fhat they wanted to hurt me. Strong feelings that conflicted strongly with my thoughts so that I was constantly just trying to stay near par.
And it was fucking unnecessary. All of that. I was- I had fucking hallucinations.
I thought I was gunna... I thoughf my life was over. That I was schizophrenic. That I would just totally lose my mind and all that was left for me was just trying to survive and not live and yeah.
It was horrible.
And im pissed.
I dont know if ill take it up with... Anyone.
I dont really know what to do about that... I mean... I dunno. I feel kinda like Id be powerless and just causing trouble but I mean- this was legitimately bad so I mean... I dunno.
Not going back to her at least.
06-21-2016, 01:17 PM #6630
The world is so full of shit. By that, I mean, people are so full of shit. And by people, I mean Trevor, Jen, and Andy.▵
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