flirting with someone who repeatedly does NOT reciprocate is a form of disrespect so quit it... just stop... it's making me feel unsafe to post anything at all on the forum because I do NOT want that type of attention
“Oh, we're always alright. You remember that. We happen to other people.” -Terry Pratchett
I can only make it to the edge of productivity so many times just to be delayed for an indeterminate amount of time by someone else's misplaced piece of paper. This goes beyond simply ignoring the way I process information, like the rest of my job does, to teasing and toying with it. I am upset. I am afraid in a real way that one day, I will encounter this situation for the last fucking time and yell or do something grossly immature to my computer. I'm afraid that people can already tell something is wrong with me.
I chose this job, and I have no right to respond to it this way. The problem is within me, me and my poor occupational choices, me and my insufficient emotional regulation. I am not entitled to work tailored to my own preferences. I was never promised a particular life.
4w5 6w7 1w2 sx/sp ⯮ ISFP
RLOAX (don't do it) ⯮ Melancholic Hufflepuff
A lonely island where only what is permitted to move moves, becomes an ideal. Jung