Two straight weeks of nonstop stress and activity -- party, friend visiting, two choir rehearsals and two choir concerts, mom visiting, best friend visiting -- all while stressing out about this third week, a conference for work that I have to be on call for 12 hours a day, 4 days in a row. I toughed it out through all the visits, through the choir concerts, because I knew I would have this 4-day stretch with no one visiting. I knew I could rely on this recharge time.
And then I get god knows what foodborne illness or GI issue or food poisoning or lactose intolerance or whatever this thing is. 36 hours and it is still not gone, and I still don't know what it is. I don't feel BAD anymore, just kind of uncomfortable sometimes, but it's been stressing me out. What is it? Why do I suddenly have it? How does this make sense? How long will it last? Will it get bad again? Can I afford to go to a doctor? Do I even have time?
Not to mention, I had to take conference prep work home with me this weekend and spent ALL DAY on it today. And yesterday I learned that my roommate, who I really, really like, and who I will miss, is moving out this coming month. Which means I need to scour Craigslist for a replacement, who will undoubtedly be inferior to him in every way.
Can I catch a fucking break? All I wanted was a couple of days of rest. Is that too much to ask? To have some weight lifted off me, instead of even more weight piled on?
Christ. I could have handled this on literally any other weekend.
"When the mob and the press and the whole world tell you to move, your job is to plant yourself like a tree beside the river of truth, and tell the whole world -- 'No, YOU move.'"
- Captain America
ESTJ - LSE - ESTj (mbti/socionics)
1w2/7w6/3w4 so/sx (enneagram)
lawful good (D&D) / ravenclaw + wampus (HP) / boros legion (M:TG)
conscientious > sensitive > serious (oldham)
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twice in a week i've been accused of potentially shooting people. first of all i don't own a gun second of all i don't want to hurt anyone, i actually want everyone to fuck off. third of all comcast is a piece of shit i cancelled them back in may and i'm still connected and i refuse to pay jack shit to them. I will never go with them again I will go with dial up before i go with those assholes again. if they want to sue me i'll tell them to shove it up their asses. because i paid my bill on time and everything. so comcast screw you i never used your fucking router i always had my own and i never got charged til i changed it. i hope you die all you have greedy fucking bastards