Horrid day today, and tomorrow will be abysmal. That might be a good thing though, contrasting the remaining horrid days of this week to appear less horrid.
Thread: The Rant Thread
11-10-2014, 11:46 AM #4461
11-10-2014, 04:03 PM #4462
- Join Date
- Dec 2008
11-11-2014, 04:18 AM #4463
- Join Date
- May 2014
- EIE Ni
Listening, what was so black and desolate melted away like magic. Even if I only felt this way for a moment, nobody could take that moment away from me. It's funny how everybody turns around and looks at me like I'm weird when I say this, I know this will sound gushy and affected, melodramatic at the very least. I am sure you guys won't have missed these rants. But...I just don't ever feel more alive. So fuck everybody! I want, at least some of the time, to be able to be who I am without feeling ashamed.
11-12-2014, 08:27 AM #4464
Wearing three jackets to bed... no, this isn't a metaphor.
11-12-2014, 09:11 AM #4465
Horrible shivery vomity sickness.
Fortunately it appears to be lessening.'Consciousness is not simply a sensory-perceptual affair, a matter of mental imagery, as the contents of our mind would have us believe. It is deeply enmeshed with the brain mechanisms that automatically promote action readiness' - Jaak Panksepp
11-12-2014, 08:38 PM #4466
11-12-2014, 08:40 PM #4467
where the fuck are all the cups? and thanks for saying we're out of cleaner, or you know maybe replacing it. considering i've bought all the cleaning supplies in the housePerfectly robust chickens
Run laps a lot
Pee on the garden
Leap over fences
Cock is a word for rooster
Hen is a type of chicken?
Kit kats are good
Nice chickens don't belong in the
11-13-2014, 08:49 AM #4468
Ten minutes ago I got in the shower with my t-shirt and my glasses on and my cell phone in my hand. I'm so done with showers.
11-17-2014, 05:59 AM #4469
Do you ever have that time when you can't help but think of the saddest possible things. Even when you are hugging someone you care about with all your might all you can think about are those people who have no one to hug who are dying from lack of care? It usually happens to me when I am lacking it sleep, but it sucks, Being around people I care about won't get rid of it, taking something to help me sleep only makes it worse before I sleep and then I get bad dreams. Ughhh it's horrible it makes me want to die so I don't have to deal with how overwhelming the feeling is. Maybe I'm just horrible with my emotions, but when you think of the people you care about and you never want to hurt them and then you think of all the bad in the world and know how many people are being hurt it's so hard to be happy.
11-17-2014, 10:36 PM #4470
I don't know where to write this.
Today is one of those days.
I hate the thought that my life depends on marrying someone I never met.
I hate depending on someone else.
I hate not being able to be independent from other people.
I hate the place where I live.
I hate the places where I've lived.
I hate most of my family.
I hate being alone.
I hate feeling alone while I'm with most people.
I feel like a prisoner of my own life.
I am afraid of being unable to love.
I just can't stand any of this anymore.
I don't have enough willpower to stand any of this.
And the most terrible thing is that people who have bigger problems than mine are still struggling out there to get better lives, and I sometimes just feel like a loser.
Dreams are so much better than real life.
I am sorry.
Personality traits: a summary by Yar'Chun
Introverted - Independent bitch
Extraverted - Weak
Intuitive - Creative 4th dimension spacelord
Sensing - Dumb
Feeling - Such confused wow
Thinking - Smart
Judjing - Nel mio intimo c'è Chilly
Perceiving - Oooh butterflies
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