I am horrible... I used my ENFJ skill-set to gang up on my dad and make him feel less of a person ON EASTER... because he pulled an asshole move on my mother... and I don't care.
I snapped at my boss yesterday when he was being an egotistical dick and hurting one of my coworker's feelings. It was our "Easter" at work. I felt bad but I still feel like it was the better thing to do than saying nothing. I feel you.
It's difficult for me to carry my backpack/briefcase with the small handle broken, my voice fell on (multiple) deaf ears almost the entire morning, I'm struggling to keep my grades up and WHY CAN'T I AT LEAST CRY IN PEACE IN THE RESTROOM WITHOUT HAVING TO HEAR YOU GIRLS CHATTING LOUDLY IN THE STALLS?!
Only she who attempts the absurd can achieve the impossible... and then some.
Me: "I won't drink and smoke today"
an hour later drinking the glass of wine, him smoking the cig. Me: "Gimme that cig"
Him: "You said you won't smoke"
Me: "I don't care I wanna cig"
Him:"I'll give only if you admit you never can finish things and change your mind right when you see some other possibilty."
Me: "Fuuuuuck! I don't want that cig anymore and I am not a parrot to repeat what you say."
Him: " I just want you to finish something, I don't mean it bad, I just want you to realize what you're doing and to help to be better."
Fuuuu...My pride's been broken...He's playing this wierd father figure. I hate it...I just wanted a cigarette... not to eat him alive... He made me feel so bad about myself..
Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before. E. A. Poe
Go play in traffic, or clean a cheese grater or await the upheaval by slander of the sun-touched children of the local dairies. Till then you will not know how much the universe has regretted making you....more or less your parents....especially....maybe...ohhh no, no no no no, I'm no Shia Labeouf but ohhh lawd it's coming, it's coming again, good lord, it's TakIng overRrrr mEerrgGGGhHhhhhhhhFF\1AAHRRgghhHHHHHhHhhhhH!!!1!1! !111ONE!!ELEVEN!!!!1///
~ People don't think it be like it is, but it do. ~