04-05-2014 12:36 PM
I'm fucking pissed off because I was prescribed this antidepressant for my anxiety called Fluoxetine (AKA Prozac). It's making me feel like complete shit, and like a zombie. I feel like this thing has made me drop a few IQ points and I can't even type properly since this thing makes me feel drowsy, slow and numb. I think my creativity has disappeared, too. I've only been taking it for 5 days at 10mg (the lowest dosage) and I have to wait at least 2 weeks to see results. I heard people saying how it tends to get worse before it gets better so I guess I have to wait and see. I'm starting to feel depressed, and it's getting worse each day. I really hate having to go through this.
Before this I was taking a stimulant for my apparent "ADHD" which made me have severe mood swings, and made my anxiety levels sky rocket. I don't even know if it's medicine that I actually need, and I'm pretty sure I'm now becoming my psychiatrist's lab rat.
04-06-2014 02:15 PM
I hate it when I go to a restaurant or a store and the people try to be friendly, it's like no let's just keep this business and finish this transaction, don't you even smile at me or ask me about stuff.Even at school, I hate working in groups, because everyone wants to socialize and I just want to finish and get as far away as possible, although in high school I was the disruptor of the group in one group but usually I've always been the one who does her share and then leaves, I hate having my grade depend on other people, but I will not do their share of the work just because of that, I make that very clear, I'm only out for myself. It really annoys me when people try to make everything a social thing.
04-08-2014 10:29 PM
04-09-2014 01:17 PM
I want love but whenever love comes to me it seems like I go numb and escape. I want friends but whenever potential friends approach me I always hate them. I don't want to be alone, but I make myself alone because I want to be alone. It doesn't make much sense, but nothing ever did. And I don't like it when I start talking to a girl on the internet, and suddenly it's like she's in love with me for real, and I wonder if she ever would have fallen in love with me if we had met in real life instead. I don't think she would, there are so many physical lacks and my charm is that of a brick. These things never show online. Still... I am lonely, and she 'likes' me. But I feel so fake and pathetic. This should end right now. I regret everything! I just want to be completely alone and comfortable forever, in the end that's all I really want out of my life. A traditional mansion far away from people, material comfort and... perhaps a dog. And a career to live for. I will have this eventually and nothing more.
04-10-2014 02:16 AM
Waiting to evolve
I hate this shift.
So stressful, my eye is twitching
Freedom isn't free.
I'm that person that embodies pretty much everything that you hate.
Unapologetically bonding in an uninhibited, propelled manner
"Freedom is the right to tell people what they do not want to hear." ~ Eric
04-10-2014 03:42 AM
@JivinJeffJones is looking at old threads instead of his homework.
I'm being a smug bitch because mine is finished.
Terrible things happen to good people every day.
Consequentially, I am not one of the good people.
I am one of the terrible things..
04-10-2014 12:02 PM
@Nijntje when you say he's looking at old threads, you mean he's gazing longingly at his old disco outfits, right?
04-10-2014 01:32 PM
hey ma! got a tatoo
I am so over people. They can all eat a giant cock
04-10-2014 06:49 PM
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Originally Posted by prplchknz
04-10-2014 07:18 PM
hey ma! got a tatoo
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