I care that you were fired and want to be there for you and tell reassure and comfort, but I can't when you take being down about being fired to basically get weird on me and come across like you're 'firing' me from you. You really don't have to drag me down with the ship. I am one of those few good things you should realize it's best to keep close to help pull you out of the wreckage, and not push away because you feel like you can do nothing right.
I'm a human. I'm not supposed to immediately restore your positivity, and I especially won't if you don't even give me a chance to console you. Shit. This is why I'm the one with the smarts .
It'd be nice if you thought back to three weeks ago when you called me to be there for you, and I was. It would be nice if you remembered that I am exactly that good thing and that person. But who knows.. maybe you do realize it and you're too bugged out on feeling useless to see that I don't think you're useless at all and am actually really proud of you and your drive and your heart. Fuck.
Hang on traveling woman - Don't sacrifice your plan
Cause it will come back to you - Before you lose it on the man
my brother send me an email today, looks like he worried about me, heh! I still reading and learning few thing which means i dislike being interrupted a lot. Good thing is I already made him send me an email, or because he send an email just because he want to tease me and because he feel proud because he know about me a little. Damn, my brother is so proud of himself..
I'm very selfish person whenever i want to reach my own goal. no one can change my mind, even my love one. my friend often surprise with me because i'm an unpredictable person. i can hear some of them speaks vibrate, i study their body language and facial expressions. i assume they afraid of me and thinks i'm whimsical person because i can settle things very fast without showing expression. i made poker face actually. i didn't like it when they afraid of me, i just want them like me just the way i am. it disappoint me at certain degree when they stay away from me. i'm temperamental person, i often go to some quiet place just to outburst. i just want people to understand me.