What made me happy today? Well, I am both happy and unhappy at the same time. How can this be, you ask. Well I hestitate to tell you but I have a touch of love sickness. How do I know? My tummy hurts, I can't breath, I feel as though I have been hit on the back of the head, my legs feel weak and can't stop thinking of her.
But worse I couldn't stop myself buying her a present. It was as though I was possessed. She told me no one likes Italians and so I told her that everyone wants to be Italian, but she didn't believe me, so I went to the Games cellar and downloaded and printed a copy of Il Gattopardo a fine Italian novel, in Italian. I put Il Gattopardo in a good looking folder and gave it to her.
But now I live in trepidation of seeing her again.
But looking at it rationally - why her? I think it is obvious, my best quality is my vulnerability, and looking into her beautiful face, even more beautiful than Claudia Cardinale, who starred in the movie Il Gattopardo, I can see she is vulnerable too.