New WoW patch dropped. I'm loving the return to the old world. In one day I have returned to my bad habit of staying up until the wee hours of the morning playing it.
I got away with this in highschool/as a freshman but I just can't afford to do this now that I'm in grad school....
“Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside
them they've all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.” -Neil Gaiman
I think at my rate, I am setting myself up to be an old maid for the rest of my life. Not having much luck finding what I want in a relationship, let alone getting to be with the guys I like. Seems like all I am good for is my brains. Wonder why other girls seem to get to be with the guys they like? There must be something wrong with me that I am having lack of success in this area of life. Perhaps it's introversion, and guys can't see the person there is underneath the surface. Maybe it's the fact that I seem a bit awkward and self-conscious and hide myself away, and don't do anything to make something happen for fear of rejection. Now that I acted on a crush, and got rejected in the process, I feel like I made an important step. But what's the secret to getting the guys you want, rather than the guys that want you but you aren't attracted to?
“Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings -- always darker, emptier and simpler.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche