So...I'm sticking with the dosage change with the meds. I feel MUCH less tired and dry-sticky eyed, so I'm not moping around and trying not to take the fact that I feel like crap out on random people. That was actually rather unnerving.
I feel like my insides are cowering and I am being pulverized, every single ideal I want is being broken with someone's words. I feel like a total superficial bitch, and I really hate myself right now.
“Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings -- always darker, emptier and simpler.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche
Six hours straight on my desktop computer (with three 10'ers in-between), YES! Woooooooot! And I was becoming afraid I'd lost my lengthiness on computer use, but this is fabulous. I'ma see what I'll do to pass my time leisurely on the computer. This is no thanks to how crappy things are going lately.