I am so frustrated and wound so tightly due to micromanagement today that it is difficult to focus, and instead imagined my boss being tied to a set of train tracks by Wile E. Coyote and seeing the train round the bend.
I might as well admit that this isn't going to work. Even though I've contacted him and interacted with him, and he is nice and warm, I think I mistook his Fe style warmth for being the potential for something more. I feel like I have to put on a front of confidence with him. Even then, whenever I interact with him, from reading my own language, I sound like a worrier, and as much of a nice person he is, I just feel hopeless about anything ever happening between us. I'm too obstinate to give up on him, though.
“Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings -- always darker, emptier and simpler.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche