When i was a kid I was a easy/medium- generally leaning towards medium.
Havent played since I was like 10 until recently. And just said- eh fuck easy- and jumped into medium.
And I was pretty good pretty quickly at the medium songs. Now I can play- I think I can safely say- any medium song at 99%+. There MIGHT be one 98 in there MAYBE. Then the medium songs started getting boring.
And then about a week ago I started nudging at hard songs. And I was kinda sorta capable- low 90s high 80s. But I wasnt... Super solid.
Now Im hitting 95+ up easy on every hard song except 'weve got the beat and pump it up' which are both slippery 92s.
Id say a few days ago I was averaging around 91. Now I would say its at probably about 98. Because most hard songs I can play at 99 now... So those 92s are frusterating outliers.
And, but, now the hard songs are getting boring. So now Ive been playing on expert. And Im probably averaging around a 95 on the expert songs Ive played. And though Ive only played a few... Ive been averaging 95s~ on SITE reads on expert.
And Ive not even been playing a million hours or anything. I MAYBE have played an hour or two a day for the last two weeks- and not every day either, around every other perhaps. And before that nothing. Or I guess- just whatever was left from my childhood years of my sharona and mississippi queen on medium.
So Im obsessive but not super obsessive. Im keeping track but...
Anyways. Im kinda afraid now... Like give me another week... And I might get bired of the expert songs too.
And/but now its nap time. Partially because for some reason my nose is bleeding and Im wondering if its just another sign that I need to be like... I dunno. Im so tired that I cant even do an analogy right now.
I hate it when two people who are seriously in love with each other but can't be together.
And they just, fight those feelings that they have from the inside, and the way they look at each other like they want more but can't.
Screw that. Whether in real life or in movies, I just hate it. Go on, love each other, even if everybody doesn't like it; it's you two against the world and nothing can beat that.
Nothing can steal your love for that person.. except your own inner demons.