you're probably right. turns out she very well could have been making the whole thing up. there's been a big amount of people talking about how she only did this for more subscribers and that while she does have a mental illness (schizophrenia I believe it was) she's fine.that, or her fans jumped to conclusions too soon and spent way too much time analyzing the situation before any real news came out about it.
Probably a combination of the both, I attribute both behaviours, the craving of additional subscribers and the over analysing, to two different groups of people wanting their own lives to be more interesting than they really are.
Flowing through all, there is balance
There is no peace without a passion to create
There is no passion without peace to guide
Knowledge stagnates without the strength to act
Power blinds without the serenity to see
There is freedom in life
There is purpose in death
The Force is all things and I am the Force
You could roar that? I like the photo you have in spoiler .
"The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents... Some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the light into the peace and safety of a new Dark Age. " - H.P. Lovecraft