Thread: Random Thought Thread
05-13-2016, 08:34 AM #63371
05-13-2016, 09:23 AM #63372
I guess people show me a lot of minor signals because I stare just about at everyone Lolololol some being that I am actually interested in. There's just something so inexplicably interesting about a person's face.
Like an ESFP I tend to love seeing people's reactions. I don't know why now, shock and anger from people are hilarious to me even though by definition it isn't. I'll laugh when bad guys like hit the table because I find the idea of displacement cute.
05-13-2016, 09:33 AM #63373
I want to watch a video to help me understand my math homework, but the music my teacher is playing is too beautiful and I don't want to ruin it.
05-13-2016, 01:28 PM #63374
What to do what to do.
Lol that moment when you ask to sit by a pretty girl and she starts asking questions about how much worth you are.
When are going to be finished with school? Do you know what you want to do? Hey well actually I got to get going? I mean hell, there's many prettier girls that ask a lot less from a guy. -_- your beauty isn't your only asset. Sure you're going to law school, but you're still in school.
*sigh* I got her number but the search continues.obviously you're going to get nothing from reading this
05-13-2016, 03:29 PM #63375
05-13-2016, 04:23 PM #63376
It's always right after a spurt of a lust for life that I sink into a nihilistic fit. I spend two days or so utterly drunk on ideas and plans, intoxicated with possibility and all kinds of snuff I want to do...then for some reason all those old,absorbed thoughts of meaninglessness, arbitrariness, nothingness hit.
Nothing can make me stop wanting to do things or stop valuing the way I do, but the lack of justification hurts. Am I stupid for caring, for wanting, for feeling something is meaningful (if it weren't, I wouldn't be doing it!)? I can't help it though. It's real to me. The world is real to me and the possibility at last of involving myself in it mamde me so happy. The possibility of doing something, of really living. But I can just hear someone, some enlightened nihilist laughing at me in my weakness, looking down on me as I rush around doing things, living and feeling it's worth it in some way...
Then I go online, find some fantasy stimulation ,and all of that evaporates for a moment.
Though seriously, I think I'm back to being stuck. My ideas were dumb anyway.
EDIT: So I go read some MBTI memes on Tumblr and suddenly all of existence makes sense again.
05-13-2016, 05:41 PM #63377
05-13-2016, 06:13 PM #63378
05-13-2016, 06:33 PM #63379
Why isn't there a library for comic books, like those little shits are so expensive and they're much quicker to read than books so wtf. At least we should be able to rent them somewhere?
05-13-2016, 06:36 PM #63380