Honestly, people like Vince restore my faith in humanity.
The web's permeated with two-faced sociopaths. I shudder at the knowledge that these people are free to walk among us in reality, rather than being incarcerated for everyone else's safety. So it's a breath of fresh air whenever I see Vince post.
I think i'm starting to really dislike my 'best friend', everything is always about her, and i'm only just starting to realise that she doesn't actually have my best interests at heart unless she is 'in a good place'.
I had a friend in high school who was just like this. Every time she had a problem I was always there for her, but if I needed a shoulder to lean on or just wanted to vent, she would ignore me. I slowly realized that the friendship was all give and no take on my side. I found it in my best interest to create some space between us. We're still "friends," as we might text each other occasionally, but we're not close anymore. I would recommend either talking it out with her and trying to figure something out, or distancing yourself if the "talks" fail.
I'm so alone
Trying to find my way back home to you
i go to bed around 10. actually right after i said 7 i went to sleep but then woke up at 2am so clearly it was too early. but i didn't want to deal with life anymore then i had a bad dream so clearly i should've waited not to mention it took me a bit to fall asleep cuz my ears started ringing for a bit (i don't know how long i didn't stare at the clock)