interesting diversity ranking
the country I was born in is 19th on the list in terms of "ethnic fractalization level", based on the chance of getting two people belonging to different groups if one picks them randomly.
Thread: Random Thought Thread
10-24-2015, 06:04 AM #57501
10-24-2015, 01:06 PM #57502
Ugh, this record I bought is skipping. Maybe CDs and digital formats are better, after all.
10-24-2015, 01:11 PM #57503
Going through leftover mussles to sort the dead from the still alive feels a bit like being a first responder at the site of an aircrash. Knock-knock, "hello, can you hear me?"
Only that the few survivors of the overnight fridge massacre are now experiencing a gruesome but quick death in boiling broth.
10-24-2015, 01:50 PM #57504
Good news is, I just published a new post on my blog minutes ago.
Bad news is, my back and neck are quite sore today, leaving me more than a little cranky.
10-24-2015, 01:50 PM #57505
I just went to the store and returned it. I got the grey one. Also noticed a flyer from the Red Cross! I guess they appreciated that I went out of my way to donate my rare blood type.
10-24-2015, 02:13 PM #57506
I haven't been donating in while though. First because I travelled to India and you have to wait for half a year after that. Then because I was pregnant and now they won't let me because I am breastfeeding! *facepalm*
10-24-2015, 03:07 PM #57507
10-24-2015, 03:08 PM #57508
10-24-2015, 04:36 PM #57509
It would be great if I could live life without needing external validation for emotional fulfillment. (The struggle of having a 2 fix with the addition of having social instinct dominant.) My attempts for consistent positivity have drained me entirely and I've begun trying to find other people to vent out my feelings to but I can't help feeling burdening. I can't help but feel as though the majority of friendships I've formed up until now haven't been sincere and might not really be. I'm afraid of becoming vulnerable to exposing something - or, someone who's more than the demeanor I put up everyday. I can't seem to accept the idea of rejection. I really can't. It throws me back into that ditch of self-absorbedness with an over-analyzation of flaw after flaw - flaws that other people may not even be capable of seeing. But what does that matter? I see them in myself so I'll need to fix them before someone finally catches on to the idea that I'm not... the person they subjected themselves to believe I was - am. It's not even rejection itself that intimidates me but the idea of what goes beyond rejection... just acknowledging that people look at me and make a decision whether or not I'm worth their time based off of who they think or even worse - know I am.
... I'm going to sleep. Again.
*only interacts with other memes such as (me x2)-self (two negatives = a positive) who regularly use the font comic sans unironically*
10-24-2015, 04:57 PM #57510