I think you just need to see a bunch of cute animals hugging.
Auraurgh!!! I don't want any cute lovable animals! I am an angry curmudgeon! Frosty angry... You won't like her when she's angry! Wallow, wallow, wallow.
But the longer I look at them the more my stone cold heart starts to melt. Ahh, its happening. Oh, they've wormed their way in... Whatcha to do.
Originally Posted by Woaden
I really need to remind myself of this more often.
I am angry, and it's okay. To find the serenity that which I seek, I must first acknowledge it. It will always come back, so the best thing to do is to be at terms with it.
Oh I acknowledged it alright. Everywhere. Thank god my friends are supportive and understand my need to bitch and vent... For hours-colorfully, on the very rare occasions where I get absolutely livid beyond belief. And I vented the PC version on the forum, just to clear up the remaining pissed offness after my absolute immediate nonsensical threatening over the top tantrum of pure unadulterated rage. Not even being dramatic, some of the stuff I was saying to my friends would make a death row inmate blush. But yeah, maybe I should try to ride this one out. Anger just gets in the way so much, and it feels so wrong. Such a waste of time. Best probably to acknowledge it though, let it seep out bit by bit.