I feel half blind. It's almost like I truly can't see what I'm doing. Everywhere I look, I find absence. It was a bad idea for me to move here, but now there's no going back, is there? I'll have to grow accustomed to this; there's nothing else I can do.
Need a hug?
Since there's no going back then it's time to move forward. Moving to a new place can be sorta depressing initially, you will always gonna miss your friends and loved ones from your old hometown, but with the advanced technology these days, you can always stay in touch with them via phone/email/Skype etc.
And I think moving to a new place is a good thing actually, being alone in a strange unfamiliar territory, it allows one to gain basic survival skills. This basic survival skills will aid you a lot in life, especially when you enter the working world.