Oh goody, I only get 6 hours of sleep cause I have to wake up to make headbands for HvZ tomorrow! Yaaaaaay.
I could skip it and sleep in, and honestly no one would care (in fact they'd probably be glad if I did) but I just can't bring myself to do it.
I was going to go to bed at a decent hour, but then I had to update the rules page and discovered I had to redo the boundary map from scratch.
Unfortunately I am past that point where I could now just stay up and part of me reeeeealy wants to (if just for the fact at an attempt to reset my sleep schedule). I know better though, so I'll go to sleep... blegh. Sleep is such a love/hate relationship. When I am up, I want to stay up. When I am alseep, I want to stay asleep.
I also found a glorious analogy today. At least, one that means something to me anyway. Unfortunately sound does not always translate feeling correctly between people, but I feel like this one might be universal (I hope). It's wretchedly hard for me to articulate and accurately describe what feelings feel like for me, so I am often stuck with just using analogies. Well, I found one! When I get anxious and or stressed it feels almost exactly as this sounds (from 14:18 to roughly 15:15). Oddly enough, I actually really like the sound of it (the whole radio show is amazing). Yet, when I was listening I realized how accurate of a mirror it is to that particular feeling. I thought "wow this is how high stress feels for me!". In sound anyway it conveys a grating high tension that continues to tighten and that the slightest missstep would cause it to snap, and rather frequently another layer adds to it again and again without rest. And oh god is it horrid. I can only tolerate it for so long before other bad things set in.
Ok, bed. I go.
MBTI: ExxJ tetramer Functions: Fe > Te > Ni > Se > Si > Ti > Fi > Ne
Enneagram: 1w2 - 3w4 - 6w5 (The Taskmaster) | sp/so Socionics: β-E dimer | - Big 5: slOaI Temperament: Choleric/Melancholic Alignment: Lawful Neutral External Perception:Nohari and Johari
Yesterday evening, my 9w1 daughter and I went to an auction (local furniture store went bankrupt and the bank was liquidating their assets). It was an interesting experience since neither of us have ever been to an actual auction before, brand new double reclining leather loveseats sold for $150 a piece, brand new oak full-sized bunkbed futons for $75. Last nights auction was 2 of 3. The final one being held today. My daughter kept laughing because shes never heard an auctioneer in action before and how quickly they call and because she went to high school with the auctioneer and knows him. I bid $600 on a temperpedic gel queen sized mattress retail value $2,900 (I couldn't resist) the mattress sold for $850. Auctioneer said who ever bought the mattress just got the buy of the night.
I feel so confused. In another INTJ forum, people say I seem to come across as an INFJ. In another INFJ forum, people say I seem to come across as an INTJ. Both Dr. Kelly McGonigal and Dr. Dario Nardi also had a pretty close borderline T/F too. Maybe I am just a very, very special person.
"And then, as I got her message, there came a light from her eyes - powerful beams of light." - Nikola Tesla