I could stay in this hotel and actually finally sleep till checkout time or get ready in 20 mins to catch my ridiculously early train just so I can go to lectures on time today. If it wasn't for the fact we have design projects again I wouldn't even be mulling this over.
I'm really starting to dislike reason, it's too much effort. Tired of trying to make a go of something I'm shit at.
It's a change of heart! Balls to logic, t-bag to rationality, if I was bad before now I'm not even going to try. Fallacies and projections as far as the eye can see. Huge throbbing emotional outbursts, bridge burning, stomach turning and unfactual learning...... it's going to be fun.
PS: insert jokes about "huh, you were trying before?"
'Consciousness is not simply a sensory-perceptual affair, a matter of mental imagery, as the contents of our mind would have us believe. It is deeply enmeshed with the brain mechanisms that automatically promote action readiness' - Jaak Panksepp