I took today off because I was sick. I still wanted to get a few administrative tasks at home done and I didn't do any of them because my brain wouldn't cooperate. I feel really bad about wasting the whole day...aging must be affecting my brain if I can't even take a sick day off without feeling guilty!
I met a new narcissist friend who likes to help people and is super insightful. There is just as much variation in people with PDs as there is in people without them. Had the first good day in a long time. Platonically enamored.
I just found out that one of my friends actually hates going out for karaoke with me, because I "sing too well", and I make her sound "like a deaf humpback whale" in comparison.
You can't help that. It's her inadequacy.
Most people (and as always I include myself) are pretty much doomed to their mediocrity. If putting your mind to something was the only method for ability at that something, then we would all be exceptional and yet still mediocre. Such magical thinking is dangerous.
So fly high and sing for the sky. Show that whale who the boss is.