Beheading isn't about barbarism.. It is not even at all the worst death.. Beheading is about the symbolic message sent to others.. You can either view it as a PLOY.. A specified TACTIC.. Or get reeled in.
I'm as lonely as I've always been, still I could not be more bothered by it than I am right now. I do not know the reason for this, but it seems I am sad and tearful all the time. I always dream such sad things, and then when I wake up, I do with such an overwhelmingly mind-numbing sadness that will not leave me for the rest of the day. Truth is, I'm going to start seeing a therapist soon. I think I may have AvPD and some sort of depressive disorder. But honestly, I don't know how much help it can grant me, maybe I can become happier and more socially adept, but it will not necessarily help me find what I really want... TRUE LOVE. Where does true love hide and why does it hide?