Last year loneliness came as a shock, I'd let it get to me. This year it's a habit and something I'm growing used to slowly, I don't let it affect how productive I am as much. Good or bad? I guess something good out of something bad. So what will I do tomorrow, a typical Friday night? I will read, maybe do some homework, and then I will go to bed at 9 pm... See how very interesting my life is! But I don't mind, I like myself. I think that's necessary given the inevitable circumstances, because otherwise I don't think I'd survive long at all. Meanwhile, I am happy for other people's happiness. Jealousy is never the answer, I'm just going to be myself and avoid everyone because there isn't anyone anywhere I am able to connect to at all.
i'm really excited to make this armenian vegetable soup after work. like all my favorite vegetables are in there. also i finally will be cooking in my newly set up kitchen. sometimes it's the simple things.
You hem me in -- behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.