Two weeks ago, I told myself I would clean my room. Then I told myself I would clean it the day after instead, and the days after I just went on and on delaying it to the next day. Today, I told myself I will clean my room tomorrow, but I don't think I will. In the past, I had very strict routines and huge demands on myself, to keep my life very organized, but the slightest carelessness will make it all fall apart. So now I'm sitting here in my messy room, but at least I've managed to be productive with my music.