Found out a couple of minutes ago that Breadcrumb Trail, the documentary about Slint, the recording process of their seminal Spiderland and the mystery surrounding it, is out. Can't watch it tonight but I'm fucking excited.
Coincidentally I also listened to the album this morning for my monthly dose of Spiderland. I love that record. When I changed my username recently, I considered the names Breadcrumb Trail, Nosferatu Man and Good Morning, Captain, which are song titles from the album. Would've gone with the last one if it hadn't been one character too long.
I feel uncomfortable when we have guests. So deeply I want to get out there and come across as really polite, refined and charming, but I am so shy. Whenever they start talking to me, I just feel extremely awkward, and I come across as very rude. So I tend to just hide in my room and everyone probably thinks I'm autistic or really misanthropic. I am not, I love people and I want to be seen.
Maybe push outside your comfort zone, hang around until you're able to relax around them. Maybe don't take it seriously or try too hard.