I just realized I can't say no to people...I always just adapt, even when I want to do something totally else. While I don't think this is an issue of self sacrifice, more a matter of low self control, that I always get manipulated to do something else by people. I need to stand my ground!
Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before. E. A. Poe