I wished that worked for me all the time, in a certain mode my thought process is "oh I want to do x">check bank acount>realize if i do that I'll have no money for food>fuck eating>do it anyways>regret decision a few days later when I have nothing to eat
I'm not a gentleman. There was this cute girl in the library today and I kind of just shoved the door in her face (she was walking behind me and it's a heavy door and I opened only for myself and she wasn't ready for it and I awkwardly walked away and I hope she doesn't hate me now because she seems cool). And once I skipped ahead a bunch of girls in the vegetarian food line at school. I am too awkward to be a white knight gentleman. People must think I'm really impolite. I do not mean to because I love people, I just happen to be extremely shy is all.