I'm so mushy. And old(not literally. Just that I feel like I'm 70 sometimes.) I'm sitting here making dinner. The house smells awesome. And I'm just stunned over the last forever amount of years of my life and for once, for the most part, in a matter if weeks, there will be no one to take care of but me. And it's really weird. Super super strange. I like it. But it's weird a lil.