Feeling way too much tired and ill for the early work start I have tommorrow morning, cant wait for a fortnight from now when all the really demanding and stressful stuff I've anticipated to come about in that time will be over with.
Since back in the ninties when I started to use the internet I've always had at least one outstanding adversary, whatever the forum, time, place, topic, they all share a strikingly similar set of traits and behaviours, so much so that they could be said to be made from a single mold.
Its amazing the extent to which they're able to provoke murder fantasies, I can so understand how enough of them could spark wars, strife and the like. Infact I'm sure they do.
I'd love it if it where possible to curse them with insight, so one day they'd wake up and for the course of that day at least they'd behave as they always do but like a man or woman possessed they'd be seated in their minds seat of cosciousness and shreaking at it all, tormented by just how much of a dick they are.
I think this is why I like the novel The Christmas Carol.
I saw lightning north of me, checked the radar images, didn't see anything close by, but there's definitely something up north. Is it really possible to see storm from that far away? Or it could be heat lightning. Usually I don't see storms from that far north.
“Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings -- always darker, emptier and simpler.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche
Murphy Brown: What is it with us? Why can't we take the easy road once in awhile?
Avery Brown: Because it's boring and dishonest and uncomfortable, like wearing a pair of shoes all day that pinch your feet.
as i ate my wombok and tomato soup i pondered about life (and wombok is off the shopping list, so not the cabbage substitute I thought it was)
as my clothes were tumbling in the dryer i wondered how much higher the electricity bill is gonna be with the heater on too.
My heat comes with my rent, but in college we used to put these clear plastic sheets up over the windows. You seal it with a hair dryer and then it traps a pocket of air between the pane of glass and the plastic. It's not super attractive, but it prevents a lot of heat loss. Windows are a place where a lot of heat loss occurs.
Also if you can get your hands on a drying rack then you don't have to worry about electricity for that either... I almost always dry my laundry on a drying rack. I don't have to pay for the dry cycle, and it makes the apartment smell WONDERFUL.
(also it maybe helps the environment a tiny bit)
Anyway, I don't know if you're really worried about money or just a little bit concerned, but there are some ideas anyway...
Your kisses, sweeter than honey. But guess what, so is my money.