I'm fine honestly with not drinking ever again. and the one day at a time is bullshit at least for me because i do better giving it up if i look at the long term vs short term. When I know what could happen long term i don't want to drink, when I look at the short term I'm like yeeaaaaah let's drink.
Started pulling weeds in the yard (a lost cause, really, since our yard is mostly weeds), and ended up picking up dog poo instead. Later I'll go get some grass seed and try once again to get grass to grow.
Masquerading as a normal person day after day is exhausting.