I had to stop myself from rep'ing someone because I worry they might be starting to think I'm stalking them.
I've done that too.... as I rep constantly, and then I start thinking "oh dear, do they think this is some bid for their attention? Do they think my bouquet of reps is me hitting on them? Do they THINK I WANT THEIR PIXEL BABIES?!?!"!
*really should not eat sugar in the morning or ever*
Also, since I went into a major hermit stage this month, I have a backlog of email and phone call correspondence that has piled up and it's been so long I am going to have to apologize to everyone which makes me not want to write and hermit anew.
Back on OK Cupid, not holding on any longer. Moving to the south after the New Year. Getting to know someone now online that doesn't have any emotional swaying and trust issues and meet up with them when I relocate and starting things off right when I get there. 7 months and all it's led to is fear,distrust,anxiety,panic,flippancy, non-communication, not believing honest sincerity , and a recovery and healing that will most likely still never happen even years from now.