I cant even do basic math. I think I've been
asleepawake for 68 hours? I'm having really intense headache and mild visual hallucinations. I'm also dealing with a weird distorted perception/filter of my thoughts where I actually was considering if the hallucinations were real. The tiredness seems to be increasing maybe 4 hours ago but the distorted perception started earlier in the day and seems be getting worse. I would see something and my first thought as to what the thing could be was just so off but interestingly seemed very instinctively believable. I was also certain I saw a ghost for a few moments. Also a feeling of something at my peripheral vision a lot. Like higher level thinking is getting harder and harder. Things seem to be existing in this fuzzy way without meaning and names. I should sleep but I have tomorrow off so maybe I won't and will keep pushing to see what happens. I write something but forget what i wrong so I have to go back.