I know how I messed up today, I feel asleep right after dinner, now I cant sleep and its too hot. Athough I had such an energy pitch and low it was unbelieveable, couldnt stay awake at all and stuff that shouldnt have annoyed me annoyed the hell out of me. Sleep is part of this, working out extremely hard and having depletition of energy rates which are massive is part of this too.
Also I'm reading a lot of violent news stories, seeing more hoods around that usual and its July. The sooner I can get the hell away to Dublin the better but I'm still going to worry about the family left behind here.
60 hours without sleep. Other than dosing off for like few moments while using the bathroom at work . . . I feel pretty OK. Like freakishly OK. I don't know if the fact I tend to sleep less than most people anyway and also had that period I was doing polyphasic sleep as anything to do with it. Man, fuck sleep.
A man builds. A parasite asks 'Where is my share?'
A man creates. A parasite says, 'What will the neighbors think?'
A man invents. A parasite says, 'Watch out, or you might tread on the toes of God... '