Not sure where to put this, so here's as good as anyplace.
Dear my love,
Is has been forever since I wrote you a letter. Too long I think. I wanted to let you know how much I appreciate all that you have done for me, especially recently. I know my kind words have been few and far between lately. I mean to change that. It's so important to verbalize my feelings and I forget. It isn't easy to forget how special you are to me, however. It's my preference to express that through other means is all, but I know even those have tapered off.
How you've put up with my moodiness and withdrawing I will never know. I imagine it would be frustrating, but you have shown me such patience and kindness that you make it look effortless. I should know that how I'm feeling takes its toll on you as well. Much as you amaze me with your strength and insight, I think I've taken it for granted. Sometimes I need to be reminded of how my actions affect others. You mean so much to me and I hope I haven't neglected you too much in my dark time. You've been so sweet to me, telling me what I need to hear, even the hard truths I don't want to see.
Thank you for helping me. It means a lot that you do it without me asking, knowing I struggle to ask. You've been the rock for me to cling to while so much drama is going on around me. I'll never forget it.
Right in the middle of packing, I get a call from my sister who's crying on the phone. Some bitch is basically harassing and bullying her on tumblr to the point that she's crying. They are calling her all sorts of horrible names. I'm now on the way back home. When I get on my computer at home, all hell will be broken loose. Nobody, nobody calls my sister such disgusting names.
people who expect a change
who can't throw away their humanity
who stay idle in growth
who won't dirty their hands
those are the most terrifying of monsters