I'm going to make myself insane with all of these deep, disturbing thoughts. I feel like an isolated young lady who's just been thrown into a bloody battlefield. I don't want the world to be like this. I've already cried from the reality that is our "society".
I need a shelter from it all. Some solace that is free of bad news, disease, reality... I cannot accept that Earth is being destroyed by us humans so quickly. It's bad enough we're destroying each other, but why bring the very thing that brought us life into our war zone? Why is the human race so close-minded, ignorant, arrogant, traditional, and stubborn that we deny any sort of responsibility; anything out of the "norm"?
But perhaps I'm doing just that with my search to find a place to escape from reality. I'm not accepting this fate humanity has paved for itself. Yet, maybe this new perception isn't as harmful? Am I actually doing some good by recognizing every little fault in this disgraceful society? I don't know the answer because I don't think there is one. These morbid, dark thoughts have been replacing my euphoric daydreams for about a week now.
People, like me, only want to be told what they want to hear. They ignore the rest. My problem is that while I do listen to things that aren't quite so pleasing, I give up too easily in trying -wanting- to fix them. Somebody tells me 1.4 million acres of rainforest are being cut down every year? I get upset, yes, but I don't do anything about it. I know I can't fix the world, even if I really want to. And if I could, I wouldn't have all the answers and solutions to problems. I'm no superhero; just a Plain Jane from Sweden. The most I could ever do is just perish and watch the world gruesomely rip itself apart by its own doings.
I need a hug.
Thread: Random Thought Thread
04-19-2012, 11:54 PM #23761people who expect a change
who can't throw away their humanity
who stay idle in growth
who won't dirty their hands
those are the most terrifying of monsters
04-20-2012, 12:25 AM #23762
- Join Date
- May 2009
- 6w7 sx
- SEE Fi
I'm slightly horrified but more so aesthetically displeased with the fact that that annoying fucking "potty dance" commercial comes on You Tube...before "Sexy Back" of all things. I mean it could be worse, but that's pretty bad.
Jesus H. Tapdancing Christ I don't want to see or hear diaper commercials. What the hell is wrong with You Tube?
04-20-2012, 01:03 AM #23763
What a waste of time.“Some people will tell you that slow is good – but I’m here to tell you that fast is better. I’ve always believed this, in spite of the trouble it’s caused me. Being shot out of a cannon will always be better than being squeezed out of a tube. That is why God made fast motorcycles, Bubba…”
04-20-2012, 05:39 AM #23764
When I'm trying to write a story my imagination always seems to fail me. But of course, when I find myself taking out the trash at 3am my imagination is as active as hell......
04-20-2012, 10:02 AM #23765
I just thought of changing my username to SweetPickleFetish.
... naw."Hey Capa -- We're only stardust." ~ "Sunshine"
“Pleasure to me is wonder—the unexplored, the unexpected, the thing that is hidden and the changeless thing that lurks behind superficial mutability. To trace the remote in the immediate; the eternal in the ephemeral; the past in the present; the infinite in the finite; these are to me the springs of delight and beauty.” ~ H.P. Lovecraft
04-20-2012, 10:08 AM #23766
Wow... What a day! I've already thrown up 3 times and ran my car out of gas
Today shall be defeated“Oh, we're always alright. You remember that. We happen to other people.” -Terry Pratchett
04-20-2012, 10:16 AM #23767violaineGuest
Ooh, I threw up all day on Sunday. (Once into a bin on the street after making a quick escape from a cab with a driver who liked stomping the breaks. Shoulda vom-vommed on him).
04-20-2012, 10:31 AM #23768
04-20-2012, 10:37 AM #23769violaineGuest
Hmm, always interesting to watch someone being manipulated. I wonder if he even knows it.
This guy one table over from me is giving his friend the most kick-ass advice. (I wish I could not listen-in but they're talking too loudly). *tips hat to the sagacious stranger*
04-20-2012, 11:24 AM #23770