I hate feeling bitter and wanting what I cannot have. It always ends with the original feeling of discontentment plus me resenting myself because I feel like I'm not good enough and as though I cannot fully connect with what I already can/ do have.
I have no idea if this even makes sense. May shift to rant thread.
I went to court to fight a speeding ticket yesterday.
The cop didn't show up. Everything was dropped - No points, nothing on the insurance.
“Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside
them they've all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.” -Neil Gaiman