Saying you care about a person and drawing a heart is the not the same as love. Sorry, but it just fucking isn't.
Yes, I actually count on that, so that I can get away with expressing feelings by saying "I care" or drawing hearts, without the person getting freaked out by me saying I love them.
People are really scared of that word.
"Sentiment without action is the ruin of the soul." - Edward Abbey
"In those days I, Daniel, was mourning three full weeks. I ate no pleasant food, no meat or wine came into my mouth, nor did I anoint myself at all, till three whole weeks were fulfilled." Daniel 10:2-3
From the answers you have just provided in the personality questionnaire Jag, it's already clear that you need to have autonomy to make decisions. Not everyone needs this from their work. In fact many people would prefer to work without it but for you it is essential.